The signs.

It's funny how when God wants us to know something,  He will ensure to let us know through someone or through signs. 

Today,  I heard something about you that made me  shocked.  I thought I knew you well but I guess I don't.  I thought you were an open book,  but you're not. 

Here I am thinking I'm crazy enough to have a lot of doubts about you,  at the same time I always pray my doubts about you are wrong in so many levels because I so badly wanted to trust you. 

Till today,  despite trying hard to move on,  somewhere in my little heart I hope my doubts about you and her are wrong.  Because I truly hope not to ever tell myself I loved a stranger.